Past is past..I dont remember it..but it very difficult..

Assalamualaikum...
dear diary...in this post, I was really sad b'coz sometimes I think no one with me while I really need someone to give me strength..
sometimes I feel helpless as well as for the various tests that hit..
Now I juz need my mom to express everything..juz only my mom understand me..let the tears flow in front of mom..mom I really misses you..
For the first time in my life I fought badly with a friend who I love..so I think there is no hope for me to reconcile so..
I'm sad and I hate anyone else to interfere in the relations of  friendship between me and him..all b'coz of a women..
Biarlah takdir yang menentukan segalanya...aku tahu segala yang tersirat pasti akan tersurat juga satu hari nanti..
Aku hanya mampu berdoa agar hubungan persahabatan antara aku dan dia akan kembali jernih seperti sediakala...

warkah dari aien....